Elimination

I've done my part in choral speaking team this year. It was better than what I have thought it to be. A place to guarantee, still. Thank GOD!

Anyway today, I've received an SMS from TAR College about my application. I'm in. YIPPEE!

This feels good. I only have to pay very little for my fee. Thanks for your supports and prayers, that I've gotten straight A's in my SPM. What was important to me that time was these:
GCE O Level - 1A
LCCI Level 2 - Grade 1
Best: 100% tuition fee waiver for the first semester :)

I've spent a few hundreds on cloths and pillow, and other stuffs for college life. THIS better be good! I can't wait to start my economics lesson, baby!!!!
 Supplicanti parce, Deus.

Deactivation

Dear readers,
I've deactivated my Facebook account few minutes ago. I just realised that I need a break from the cyber world and get back to my life. There are so many things left unaccomplished, so many books left untouched, so many things left undone. I wanna gain my life back. I find it nice to wake up ten in the morning now. I find it nice to sleep early (in my definition, it means by 2am). I feel even better if I wake up six in the morning. I miss the "Melons" flute solo in Opera Carmen (by Bizet, that was).

Till then, we will surely stay in touch. In any sorts of ways, if we are fated to stay in touch.

Supplicanti parce, Deus.

Relieved

This was my emotion right now after knowing that my application for TARC is under consideration.

WHEE HOO! Now all left to do is to wait patiently for their positive reply. I hope it is positive, though. I was a little panicked when the first few days after my registration, I checked on their website about my application status and it was stated that my IC is not verified. Mom said I was being a paranoid. College. Is. On. My. Door. Step.
I've done a lot of shopping. Pillow, bed sheet set, tees, pants, socks etc. And THIS better be of a good cause!
...

Supplicanti parce, Deus.

All done

All is supposedly done at the moment and I am seriously looking for something to do. Scholarships, no thanks. I already have my TARC. Good enough. Semester 1's tuition fee is waived, thanks to my SPM results.
Let's see what I've done and yet to do:

What I've done
1. Photocopy 4 sets of necessary documents. Get them certified.
2. Passport size photos, I have them already.
3. Registration in TARC.
4. Close BSN Account.
5. Budgeting and Cash Flow Monitoring. Every night. Thanks to working experience and basic accounting experience for this one!
6. LCCI Form submission. I was too fast that I sent it straight to the center, instead of to the school first. I HOPE IT IS NOT VOIDED! Otherwise my RM25 postal order would be gone. I'll just wait for the LCCI party to revert my e-mail. I'll give them time till Wednesday, and I shall call them up.

Yet to do
1. Make a new IC. Thanks to that, I couldn't open a new public bank account as soon as I wanted to do so. My IC chip was spoilt. Dang!
2. Open a Public Bank account. Right after I get my new IC. 2 weeks? This better be true. I don't have much time left!!
3. Stop and stare. Wait for TARC to send offer letter to me. I HOPE I CAN GET IT!
4. Stock up necessary things.
5. etc...

Supplicanti parce, Deus.

Tepid

Neither hot nor cold. Lukewarm.
Bland. With no additive flavours. Neither sweet, sour, salty, spicy nor bitter.
Fact No. 1. I am not stressed.
Ingemisco tamquam reus

The more I pray, the more I tend to freak out.
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow's the day. Result's day.
Fact No. 2. I am prepared for the worst. 3B's.
Culpa rubet vultus meus

Should I be feeling nervous?
Or should I just regulate my pressure?
Fact No. 3. I shouldn't worry.
This is not the end of the world. It is the beginning of my new life.
Supplicanti parce, Deus.

Lord of Mercy,
Please give me confidence and strength,
To face tomorrow.
Open my heart as to accept any omens, O' Lord.
Supplicanti parce, Deus.
Amen.


PS: I've removed the tumblroll. I found it too messy.