Today's been the day where I finally broke down, even though a little. I knew it's coming very soon. In fact I am shocked that I only broke into little weeps than horrible roars, as before. Hence, today - 5/8/2010 should be marked X on my calendar, but sorry I don't have any "paper calendars" for me to do so... I broke down probably because it's the Headcount's fault to set me as top 60 who are hoped to get straight A's... Ah, nonsense, I've told you guys this before. I still remember.
Matthew 6:24-34
“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labour or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendour was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
Even if you don't believe what the bible says, part of it is true anyway, worrying won't add a single hour to your life, might as well enjoy while you're at it, life is short they say..."
It just sucked but when I was in my room, lying down hopelessly for almost an hour, Andrew's blog popped into my train of thoughts.
This was what he wrote:
"...Well, I know I don't have to worry beacuse...
“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labour or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendour was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
Even if you don't believe what the bible says, part of it is true anyway, worrying won't add a single hour to your life, might as well enjoy while you're at it, life is short they say..."
Really, it's food for thought. Thanks, Andrew.
Thanks to Mom, who called me after I got better. She was a little worried about me, I could hear that about my cough that I've been having since last week and my newfound drug: dextromethorphan (DXM) which is supposed to be a cough suppressant. It brought me to euphoria instead. WTH?
OK, readers. I'll be off to see my family doctor again, to get a better medicine. Will update on it later, if I've had the time to.
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