It's been a long while since I've updated this blog. It's getting dead, for now or for ever. I dunno. Let time do the talking. Even I myself have changed. I'm not the usual kid next door anymore. I am getting darker and dimmer inside. But I enjoy being dark inside. It gives me real serenade, surprising, eh? I could say for now, only my classmates and granny understand me most. Only my classmates know me inside out. How I act, what I mean by my actions and stuffs like that.
My dad, I pity him. He gets intimidated easily by me nowadays. Sorry, dad. It's not that I hate you. I still love you. It's just that things were not the same anymore. Mom, please don't be silent. I still need your advices. It's not you I dislike. It's your radical family members. I understand, it sucks to be in your shoes. To side both parties. I think you should learn like me too: liberalism. Yeah. Cool, huh?
Well, pardon me for getting side-tracked. I was thinking of just telling you that I've laid my plans for the big exam now. Time will tell when I will move. With arms on my body, I'm ready to fight.. I'm just waiting for paper ghosts to come and I shall banish them all. 23rd November. Pretty ironic, eh? It was mom's birthday when my trial started. Now, it was Popo's death anniversary when my exam will start next month. Significantly coincidental. Or should I say, coincidentally significant? Ha, ha.
Alright, leisure time for me now... Lambrusco, here I come!
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