Back on track!

Finally. I am back on track.
Last time I saw myself, I thought of the following:
1. Who cares about sleeping time? So what if I am an owl?
2. I love spending money on food. It worths it!
3. It's my wish to come online anytime I like, doing anything I wanna do.
4. Anyone who isn't happy with the way I am living my life, back off.

Now, I see myself as this:
1. It's better to sleep early and wake up early. "Early to bed, early to rise," as what Granny said. Besides, I hear the flute solo (Melons in Opera Carmen) floating in my mind when I wake up early. Where the sky is blue and atmosphere chilly.
2. It doesn't worth much at all. I can use the equal amount of money on something else.Petrol. Phone reload. Books. Many more. Why did I eat so much of GOOD food with my own money when I am not working yet? Geez, this sucks. Thanks to these people: Louisa, Amir S, Aruna, Mom and Granny. You've changed me!
3. It's better to accompany Granny anytime possible. Coming online isn't vital. Everything would be done within an hour, at most. After all, I'll be leaving soon. Wondering how her conditions would be in later days. I'm worried about that. Lord, please. Hear me. Aid me. Thank you, Lord.
4. I tend to accept whatever they say about me more. Of course I still keep my "Me" essence in myself. Perhaps, it is even better assimilating this way. After all, it's for my own good. Why not?

Supplicanti parce, Deus.