Decisions

Today I've made my decisions on a few things.
1. I'm done with school job. Right after e-mailing the debaters about my text for debate. I AM DONE! I'm not doing some freaking charity where I have to agree on. I want to go on with my life. I've done enough.

2. I'm counting down to go college and travel back as less as possible. I realized that Granny's really wrecking my nerves now. The saying goes, "patience is virtue" has surely helped me a lot. At most, 2 more months here. God, give me Your strength and courage to face this bittersweet present-life. My English teacher and Adeline said before, "Give whatever she wants now. So you will not regret when she's gone. Try tolerating." Indeed I am. Breathe, Alex. Breathe!


3. I'm just going to do everything whatever my heart tells me to do. I do not want to care about whatever people wanna say anymore. Like they all are any better themselves. Oh, please!

4. I'm continuing with my passion. However hard it is going to be in future, maybe that I might have to put myself into hiatus, I am going on with music. Dad, I love you. I love you for being with me for ever.

Supplicanti parce, Deus.