Dear readers,
This is one random outburst, due to stress. I hope you don't mind me saying these sarcastic things too. Exam has been driving me up the wall, not forgetting other cold-hearted facts too. Everything now, is so close yet so far. But, readers, don't worry. I will not succumb myself into this lunatic spree. As I have mentioned, it is just a random outburst of what I am feeling. My counselor advised me before to, "let out your frustrations at times" and, "don't let it accumulate inside you." So, here I am. With this... er... unplanned, impromptu "poem."
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i
Both of you! Yes, you and you!
YOU!
I am crushed by you
I am ashamed of what the both of you have ever
done to me.
Don't you know,
What you did, creates a negative ripple effect on me?
Don't you know,
That you are hurting me?
Both of you!
You knew, but did you even care?
Did you even LISTEN...
ii
YOU!
Who have claimed to love me,
Loved another.
Bon voyage, you're gone with the wind off shore,
Leaving heaps of debts behind,
Scarring my happy childhood.
iii
Not to forget, YOU!
Who have claimed to love me,
Being bias and disheartening!
You were never once proud of who I am.
You have never supported me!
Have you not know,
What is best for you,
Might not be the best for me?
Don't you know,
I've been longing for your love?
Don't you know,
I want you here sometimes?
Don't you know,
That I miss your voice?
Don't you know,
That my heart has been broken
More than the two of you could ever imagine?
iv
WHY, I wonder.
Sometimes, I am being plain dumb,
Answering my own question:
"That's your faith."
But shouldn't it be better?
Is it so hard for you to listen,
With your hearts near mine?
I don't need ears as I have many,
What I need are your hearts and minds,
Which I have been lacking ever since.
I'm simply...
Crushed,
Ashamed.
v
But I have promised myself,
That no matter what,
I will continue to live my life,
With or without you!
Another question:
Do you... even know me?
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