Today, Gopinath talked to me about my... hectic updates because Francine was telling him the night before what I said yesterday just moved her. I didn't know why on earth I was being so negative yesterday. Suddenly, rush and gush of "lonesome" came to me. I didn't know why that I felt really... devastated yesterday. But I think the main reason is because of terrible exam schedule and tip-top expectations from everyone, which I really hate it.
I seriously think that on 3/5/2010 right before our post-exam potluck, I will talk to my counselor again. Yeah, I'm baroregulating (taken and adapted from Biology term or osmoregulating and baroreceptors which detect pressure). Oh GOODNESS there, you see!
How insane am I sometimes. I just can't shut my mouth and start talking nonsensical science.
Yeah, and about Gopinath, he was being very convincing: If you need us, we will be there for you. Don't worry, you soon will have a better family of your own.
That really put a smile up to my ears. After he's said that, I realized that I could do today's papers with ease. I didn't know whether does it affect or not, but... The papers today were a little hard but were still fine.
Thanks, guys. You mean a lot to me. But... thinking about it, it is going to be a very sad day leaving all of you some day or another to somewhere else. Er, guys, I didn't mean to say I'm dying. Don't worry. I still have not known many things yet. Dying now is just a waste of knowledge.
PS: Francine nudged me in Facebook and she told me that my previous post almost reduced her to tears. I'm sorry if it was that bad. I just got to let out my feelings sometimes, no matter how stupid it sounds like.
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